Earth is truly in its death/rebirth process. Nothing will make sense if we don't understand that and have the trust that we are being shown how to both go through this and to help midwife the process.
You are not a separate entity from this amazing planet that is birthing a higher Life. In order to bring it forth, you personally must die and be re-born. We need to know this is what our lives mean right now- why we are here. It is because we can each intuit and feel the things we must feel and experience in order for the process to bear fruit.
This will not be easy... but Gods, damnit. It will be worth it.
I cannot wait to get back into my rhythm with my Yung Gods. Cheers to us! 🙏🏽✨ photo via @indigoinsight
It's 2017 and man was 2016 a trying year. Again, thank you to all who stuck by me, sent messages asking for me to return, dropped in notes of love. It all very much mattered.
I think we all know that 2016 was one of, if not the most trying year of our lives. I love you all and I'm glad we can call ourselves survivors.
I'm learning to draw boundaries so I can invest my energies into what really matters, which is the community we've built here. The love and knowledge we share. The sacredness of what it is we all commonly understand and learn together.
I LOVE YOU ALL, I'm baaaaack!! Namaste ✨✨✨ photo via @indigoinsight
Three short weeks ago on New Years day, I was consumed with an intense desire to cleanse and purge. I set some pretty big intentions for this year and got a clear message that I would have to leave many things behind to get where I want to go.
I went through my journals and ripped out all the pages of heartache and wounded beliefs. I tore out all the moments where I abandoned myself and convinced myself I was unworthy of something or someone. All the pain and false beliefs and precious time spent expressing all the ways I kept myself in chains.
When I had filled a bag with the memories of who I could no longer be, I went over to a girlfriend's and burnt it all. ALL OF IT. I burnt those chains ashes to ashes, dust to dust to be carried to the heavens and transformed into sacred earth.
Today many of those memories came back to haunt me, screaming in my head taking me out of the game. I shrank into it until I finally yelled back something I learned this weekend. "Excuse me! I interrupt this broadcast for a very important message from my soul. I am a child of this Universe and I am worthy and deserving of EVERYTHING I want. I want a new life full of new and brilliant and amazing. Overflowing with deep love and sacred magic. I choose to leave the rest behind." And the rest was just smoke passing by in the wind on a memory.
.."I cannot prove to you or myself with certainty that it will all work out, but rather just trust that everything will work out the way it's supposed to, and be comfortable with uncertainty" - Sarah Lee. There will come a time when a man goes to search for whatever beauty he has inside, or what's left of it inside him. But, like in so many cases, he will find nothing but brokenness inside. He can do a few things from there -- either he simply carries on living in despair and transmits his pain to other people in order that he may not feel alone in his misery, or he can try to understand the depths of his brokenness. If he chooses the long and painful process of introspection, soon enough that will be his very own beauty; the ability to understand brokenness. And that ability is called compassion. You see, I have spent time in cathedrals, worshipped in churches, bruised my knees at alters. I've adorned the crucifix over my heart, I have carried God in my pocket, and Jesus walked with me while I'd frequent where the monsters be. I have gotten drunk with evil men, I've smoked pot with strangers, kissed the devil on the stomach. I've tried to snuff out the life of others, I've lost my own, and both were handed back. I've searched for meaning and purpose in many ways. Howling at truth with bloody fangs, but nothing comes close to simply being kind. Just being purely fucking genuine and generous in the most authentic ways possible. I know my purpose here on this frightened planet is to make people feel loved, and when I become either too proud and tired for that, give my bones to the vultures. I would rather be a corpse, than to live life hateful.. ✖️✌🏻✌🏽✌🏿✖️ #Mood#QOTD#WordPorn#Vibe#Live#Learn#Love#Grow#Change#Mature#Evolve#NewMindset#GoThroughIt#GrowThroughIt#WorkHard#Hustle#StayHumble#GrindHardAndFindGod#BeTheChangeYouWantToSeeInTheWorld#BeAuthentic#KnowYourself#EgoIsTheEnemy#Unapologetic